They had a fight..Yet again! She still is not sure why is he so stubborn and at the same time shes even confused why even after everything that happens she continues to expect so much out of him. As she sits there in the lawn after he takes a few steps away from her inspite of her telling him that she knows him so well that he wont leave. But in the end he does..After a little more fighting,her giving up and finally him just walking away to the train. She walks back home in a sort of blur where she cant decide if its worth goin on with but then she remembers the words she told him today...that no matter how much they fight they still love each other the most in the world and going away from each others life will hurt much more. Because just like it happens everyday its happened again today..He messages,she calls,he makes her laugh,she says i love you and then they make up.
What happens between a fight and the making up is the hard part. Cause when your fighting your sayin whatever is in your heart and that feels light and when your making up your again expressing your feelings to the one you love. But the space in the middle where you realise that they hurt you, that they did not meet up to your expectations and when the worst of all they walked away after seeing tears in your eyes is the most killing part. You replay every word that they have said and somehow it sounds even worst this time round. Ego and emotions always come in overflow..either your too proud to tell someone your sorry or all you do is keep saying sorry to someone just to make things better. Either way nothing gets solved..Things keep building up and time to time they are let out with an outrage. You always blame the other person for the change in you, noone stops to think that if you dint want the change then you could have easiy avoided it.
Relationships are based on a give and take relationship..And fights just make every couple stronger. Because couples who fight are the ones who have the interest to look at each other and realise that thers something wrong and that much of right on each other to tell the other person what they feel. Its very easy to live a relationship ignoring problems and not fight at all..but a true relationship is one where you can tell each other everything and fight and scream out things to each other but at the same time never be able to sleep at night in peace without making up with your partner.
xoxo
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