Heyaa,
Ever believed something just cause looking the other way would be too hard? Cause you are so comfortable in the present situation that any change in it will cause an uproar. When we enter a relationship of any kind it takes very less time to achieve comfortablilty and compatibility but a very long time to develop trust. People say that it takes very little to break your trust, but i dont believe so. When you get extremely close to a person your trust is built on such a strong foundation that even when you hear or find out something that may shake that trust, you will not be able to digest it. All along you just pray that what you have found out is not true, that someone you trust so much has not done anythin to hurt you. However life is not a bed of roses and things dont always go the way you want them to. People do things intentionally or non intentionally that may hurt you...Some of it may even be because of you or maybe just because they are scared. After looking at things again and again you finally decide to confront the person..expecting to tell you the truth. Now even though you know the truth is going to hurt you, you still want to hear that. And after all this when someone has the audacity to lie to you again..to tell you that what your thinking is wrong..making up some excuse..emotionally 'blackmailin'...It bloody hurts soo much that you dont know what to do. How to do you react to that? Atleast when you expect someone to tell you the truth and maybe apologize you have the reason to show anger,scream and maybe sort out the situation. But now ur stuck at a crossroad...the more you get angry at the person, the more they try to make you feel guilty about not having faith in them...all the crap about telling you brain that what you know is not true gets even more stronger now...But then time goes by...you want a proper explanation,you want an apology, you want the truth...Bloody hell you just want to talk to that person. But when the other person knows that you know the truth or even if what you know may not be true they know that you dint believe them...Things may never be the same..Or maybe even if they do...these memories will always be there. People you trust are the people who are important to you, people you have shared very special moments of your life with...And when they hurt you..It comes to where I have been quite a few time in my life and maybe I might go there again..And each time this happens you tell yourself that you will never trust anyone but yourself...But we all know that thats not possible...After all no trust is equal to no relationships and when there are no relationships in ones life...then where does your life stand???
P.s. I found and Awesome 18th Bday Cake Picture :D.....
xoxo
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